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Today, I have officially entered my early twenties. It’s just crazy! Life has just gone in what seems like a million directions in just a short few years. 

I was just so frustrated trying to think on what to share today, and I took a step back.

“Well, what was Jesus doing when He was twenty?”

After reading a few articles and chatting to a few friends, we learned we don’t know much from scripture about his younger days.

In Matthew 2, we hear about the birth of Jesus in Bethlehem. Born in a manger, wise men from the East knew he would be the king of Jews.

Then, in Luke 2: 40-52, we hear about Jesus when he was twelve years old. In Jerusalem, there was a Festival of the Passover. 3 days after Mary and Joseph trying to find him, he was found at the temple courts, chatting with teachers, learning and asking questions.

But from the ages of 12 to 30, there’s not much news. So this begs the question, what was Jesus doing when he was my age?

Luke 2:40 “And the child grew and became strong; he was filled with wisdom, and the grace of God was on him.”

Luke 2:52 “And Jesus grew in wisdom and stature, and in favor with God and man.”

Even after finding another article, we know a few other things about Jesus in his 20’s.

He was working as a carpenter, working with his dad. He studied and memorized scripture, and continued to build relationships with those around him. 

Sounds an awful like a good number of my other young friends these days.

I find myself constantly forgetting, the creator of the universe put himself in my position, and genuinely walked a life similar to yours and mine. He lived in a period of stillness, and took time to be intimate with the Father.

While I may not be a carpenter, I have just come out of a season of just learning how to be an adult following the Lord.

I tried to go to college before I was ready, and realized I needed to figure out who I was with Jesus. I was no longer the party girl, no longer the chick that played softball. So, what was my identity in?

I found a full time job, a new place to call a temporary home, and just learned to depend on Jesus in my own time. But a few months ago, I found myself in a routine that did not fulfill my heart. 

My days were slow and without passion. Although I brought purpose to my season of waiting, I knew there was more to life.

After praying and being intimate with the Lord, He made it clear. I need to be the woman that was willing to go all in with him, and the rest will follow. 

So here I am! Stepping into my position of my calling. Serving those in need, and being in community with like-minded people who are just running full speed toward the Father. 

What a wonderful way to start off my early twenties 🙂

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On other news, my heart is in a such a grateful place. Thank you for those of you who have chosen to love me time and time again, and fill me with such encouragement.

As for world race things, my next deadline is $9,000 by September 11th. I am just amazed and honored for those of you who have decided to partner with me financially!

For my birthday, I would love to ask that you take a moment and see if you are willing to partner with me through my journey.

This could look like supporting me financially, sharing this blog with someone who might be able to support, or even joining my prayer team. 

Any way you are able to help, I am here. Even too, if you are in a place of just needing someone in your life to love you well, shoot me a message! I am here for you!

Thank you for loving me well!

-Syd from gap G

One comment

  1. Sydnie, I love your questions! Why does it not surprise me that you are reflecting and asking yourself some meaningful questions as you begin your 21st trip around the sun? I love the way you muse about what Jesus might have been like at 20-years-old – oh, the questions we’re gonna have for him when we see him face to face! You are certainly NOT living your days slow and without passion just a few months later! The Sydnie I know is full of life and love and passion with her identity securely rooted in Christ. It is a joy to celebrate and share this season with you. Love you, dear Sister!

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